Your heart has been through a lot, Cap. And while the definition of a lot varies from person to person, you know what this means for you. This is a good time to retreat and take a step back, even recharge and recoup yourself. Taking time off is not necessarily equivalent to wasting your life and time. In fact, it is quite the contrary. Taking care of yourself is a very important part of making the most of life. You need a cosmic refill and there is no better day than today.
Cosmic tip: All that you have been bottling up inside of you is actually holding you back. Release the dam and let your emotions flow.