All paths lead home, Cap, so whether you take the speeding lane where you are in a constant rush or you opt for the scenic route, you will eventually get home. Your guides have been insisting that you slow down for a while now and as strange as it may feel, you must realise that it is not a luxury anymore, it is a necessity. Like each machine or each piece of clothing has a certain shelf life, so do you. And the more gentle and mindful you are with the machine or with that piece of clothing, the longer it lasts and the healthier it stays. You are the same. Remember this and loosen your grip over your life and yourself.
Cosmic tip: Things will feel better, it is a matter of getting used to spaciousness.